and i am flawed.

No… I know you still read this.

You still read, watch, and listen to me as I spill my life, secrets, and everything in between to the internet - and you have for two years.

So I would like to say a few words,

Thanks for blowing me off. Thanks for being predictable, and as always - flaky. Thank you for being a total, for a lack of a better word, idiot, and proving me one hundred percent correct. I needed that. I needed to know that no matter how many words, poems, or fancy ways you have to still say that you are in love with me - no words speak louder than a lack of acting upon them. You are still a coward that cannot get a hold of himself or his feelings, you are scared, and you need to man up. Ignoring me when i am in the same city as you for less than four days is not a way to handle a situation. So this is me passively aggressively handling the situation because you do not deserve anything more. You do not deserve my time, my effort, or my patience anymore because this weekend proved that you are nothing to me. You no longer get to “catch up with me” or text me your problems late at night. I can’t and refuse to be your go-to for advice because it leaves me drained and confused. Sure, you were my first real relationship, my first kiss, and my first love but from now on you are my ex-boyfriend. Nothing more, nothing less. I wish you the best - but you no longer have any control in my life.

I am not the person you used to know.

I am stronger. I am better.

I do not need you, to be Caitlyn.